Trip: 5th Stop

Whazzup Rowjie? (A Trip to Rowjie’s Life)

I haven’t been posting in my blog for some days now.  Well, wel, well… Let me tell you what made me busy for the past few weeks.

I started getting serious in finding a new job. Huhu. I’m afraid that I’ll find a hard time again in getting a job just like what I experienced in the last quarter of year 2005. I was a fresh graduate back then that’s why it was a lot harder. I just hope that it is now easier since I already had a work experience. But what’s somehow alarming is that technology is really fast. With these, as an IT graduate, I must still study these “new technologies” so that I won’t be left behind.

I am happy for my friend Mark for getting a nice job in Ortigas. I was also supposed to sign a contract there but unfortunately… uhmm…

My mom doesn’t wan tme to work there because it’s so far from our home (plus the normal heavy traffic). I understand that she is just concern because I must avoid getting tired because I’m not completely cured from my PTB. It’s just sad because I have already took the exams and interviews in the company. All I need to do now is to say “Yes” and sign the contract.

I had some time thinking about it. It caused me a great confusion. And I came up with a decision that I will turn down the offer. But it’s not really because of my mother. I know I somehow disappointed my friend Mark for  giving false hopes. I am really sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt anybody. Mark and I were working in the same company before. That’s why this decision is really hard for me.

Life goes on. But honestly, I feel guilty - I feel that I have done something worst. I want to know how to correct it…